This is the FEAR in me

Today, I fear, I fear to face the truth. The truth that come up in my eyes, followed to my heart, and I become so quiet. I become zero. And feels like nothing in me. Nothing remains inside out to bring my life back. And I become so numb. I never know why life is changing so drastic. Freaking me inside out and i can't to do anything about it.

Let's take a espresso. In a espresso style, lets kill this freaking thing. Finding my inner peace, somewhere in me. I smoked till dawn for making all my things vanish away from my hands. I become so numb. Can't to reflect on the situation. As time as already reflected me back on my action.

I can't think anything more, never forget the time I pass by was the most wonderful moment of my life. And it has just stop in that time phase. Nothing more to say, nothing more to do. I broke myself and cried out to remember the best time. What if I get one more chance ? What if I can feel that movement back in my life. It would be greatest feel to be in that time again. But time never turn back. So is life, Keep on walking...

Trusting someone is just like handing yourself to other person or thing. I did, and today it feels like nothing remains in me. Completely lost and wandering around all alone. Standing still and fear of my next move...

Trying to Focus on something else to avoid the fear in me.