Thinking to Act Now for doing good things. JUST DO!!

Everyday, I just try to be quiet. The more I remain silent, the more I know myself. Sometimes it happens and I realize life is so strange. Sometimes, it feels like nothing is truth and everything is just illusions. Wonder about why I am here on this earth. Keep on finding the reason to stay live.

Today's answer to remain alive is just my family. They need me. The day they not need me, do I will be alive? It's just a merely a question remains in the heart. Finding myself is more important. Who I am ? What am I doing? And why am I doing this ? Ever breath I take, I realize is it worthy to spend my breath and time for something that is just an illusion? What will happen in the end. We all have to go away from this beautiful earth. And then.... nobody knows.

We are alive, we breath, we feel happy or sad, we enjoy life or we weep inside. It's all matter of time. Time pass by and we think, Why? why things happens with us? We do something and it turns to be our deeds. Good or Bad but it has results. we have to accept our action and its consequences. Unless we do so, we will always be in mode of disaster. 

A day after day, A moment after moment, and life keeps on. What we do now is only most important part of our life. Today, It's just another day. To do something. And when we sleep we revise - what we do was it correct?

 We then plan for tomorrow to happen something good. But it is not possible unless we act and do something that is really good. Stop to thinking and start doing is most important. I spend my day on the things that I can't to hold. I don't have any control over it. And whole day pass by. Tears for the thing that is not mine. And feel sad aside. Smoke and keep on smoke, but deep inside we know the truth is that thing is not belonging to us. how hard we try, we can't to hold that thing, as it is gone. But we keep wishing to get that thing. Now and then we feel sad and become mad. but there is nothing we can do about it. 

So just remain silent. And feel the presence of this moment to do something. DO, yes to act is something most good thing I can think about. But it would be really best only one we start doing something that can let our-self feel satisfied. 

All this are just words and thoughts for today. Nothing special done. I feel sad about it. But can't to help it.